She liked that look in his eyes -
that gaze which said
he’d seen something dark;
an abyss,
and it had seen into him
She wanted to possess it,
to have that edge,
but she was unfamiliar
with earning
So, she told her father
she didn’t like his terms,
and she left;
crashed on some couches;
burned some bridges
She dismayed when
her phone stopped working
Started second guessing
The edge,
obsidian knapped,
was sharper than she thought
And then one evening
he saw her and asked,
if it felt as beautiful as it looked
But, she offered nothing,
for she had seen no abyss,
just the inside of her eyelids
Ignorant, as always,
and now embarrassed
- This is one of my earliest poems. A slight revision from what I wrote on Sunday, April 25th, of 2010, in Sonoma County, California -